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Chakras and trampolines
Jan. 2nd, 2013 03:17 pmIt's the second day of the year and I'm trying some new things out. I don't want to call them resolutions because no one ever keeps resolutions, so I feel I need to steer clear of that name.
I'm just trying some new things out to see if they work for me and have a positive impact. If not I'll shed them and try other things.
I've begun an elimination diet to determine if I have an allergy to any of the foods I'm currently eating. So no dairy, no gluten, no nuts etc. It's pretty spartan, but I'm okay with that. I really just want to figure out what's making me cough all the time.
When I got back from Scotland on New Year's Eve I was thrown into a thick fog of depression that I was sure I couldn't snap out of. It was one of those days where I couldn't even find the energy to get out of bed, and just lay there musing over the pointlessness of my existence and how damaged I am and wouldn't it be so much nicer to just end it all than try to keep going. With my last ounce of energy I put my headphones on and listened to a 40 minute guided chakra meditation, after which it was like night and day. I had energy again! Not only that, but the massive hole in my heart was stitched up and the weight was lifted off of my shoulders. I cleaned the entire place, made dinner, investigated yoga routines and scoured eBay for mini trampolines.
So fuck yeah I'll be meditating daily now.
I actually did source a trampoline on ebay and am going to pick it up after work today. The one on eBay is listed for 15€, whereas they go for about 50€ new. I'm feeling pretty good about that and am looking forward to bouncing around this evening.
Trying to decide if I should dye my hair or not. I think I will, actually, using indigo and henna. If it looks like crap I'll just let it fade out and not do it again.
Happy new year!
I'm just trying some new things out to see if they work for me and have a positive impact. If not I'll shed them and try other things.
I've begun an elimination diet to determine if I have an allergy to any of the foods I'm currently eating. So no dairy, no gluten, no nuts etc. It's pretty spartan, but I'm okay with that. I really just want to figure out what's making me cough all the time.
When I got back from Scotland on New Year's Eve I was thrown into a thick fog of depression that I was sure I couldn't snap out of. It was one of those days where I couldn't even find the energy to get out of bed, and just lay there musing over the pointlessness of my existence and how damaged I am and wouldn't it be so much nicer to just end it all than try to keep going. With my last ounce of energy I put my headphones on and listened to a 40 minute guided chakra meditation, after which it was like night and day. I had energy again! Not only that, but the massive hole in my heart was stitched up and the weight was lifted off of my shoulders. I cleaned the entire place, made dinner, investigated yoga routines and scoured eBay for mini trampolines.
So fuck yeah I'll be meditating daily now.
I actually did source a trampoline on ebay and am going to pick it up after work today. The one on eBay is listed for 15€, whereas they go for about 50€ new. I'm feeling pretty good about that and am looking forward to bouncing around this evening.
Trying to decide if I should dye my hair or not. I think I will, actually, using indigo and henna. If it looks like crap I'll just let it fade out and not do it again.
Happy new year!
